When I see couples walking together, holding each other’s hands, eating out or doing sweet stuff together, I feel a bit lonely… I can’t help but wish that I can do stuff like that with you too. I wish we can be together and spend an entire day just having fun and making each other feel loved. I want to be able to do things for you, cook for you, play and fight like a child, I want to hold your hand, hug you tight, lay beside you, look you in the eyes and kiss you goodnight. I can’t help but wonder if it’s too much to ask? Don’t I deserve it? No matter how happy I am, it really never fails to affect me… I guess it’s because it’s not the distance that’s stopping us… It’s something else and it’s frustrating that there’s nothing I could do but endure being without you…